Kinda spent

Today’s been a loooong day. Probably the worse I’ve felt in a while. I made the executive decision to NOT take the nightly Med that I’m supposed to take nights 1-4 post chemo. I don’t know if it’s the reason I’ve felt blah (kinda doubtful) but I suppose I’ll take it tonight. I don’t like it because it knocks me out. Well, I’ve slept almost the entire day and it’s 8pm now and I am ready for bed, so I suppose I can’t blame that one med solely. Maybe Chemo round #3 took more of a tole in me. If that’s the case the next 13 sessions will seem like forever. I was informed that after March 21st chemo I have a 4 week break before starting the 12 weekly. While I like the sound of a “break” I just want this phase over!

Today being March 10th marks 3 months since my surgery and 4 since diagnoses. As I sit on my couch bald as can be and my right breast still hurts with every movement I’m kinda OVER IT…aka spent! I’m sooo spent today. I know tomorrow is a new day and I’m sure it will be better, but today I’m mentally & physically spent?

7 thoughts on “Kinda spent

  1. You’re goi g to have crappy days! It sucks, but your positive outlook will get you through. I’ve been through this with Bob. He just listened to his body. Everyone is different. You all are in my prayers. By the way, you rocked the blue wig!! ?

  2. Prayers coming your way for strength & endurance, Dene. God will see you through this! Prayers that you feel His presence! It’s also ok to admit that some days are hard ones. I really appreciate your honesty & candor.

    1. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and although each treatment sux, the end will be here before you know it. ❤️ You girl

  3. Although my chemo is shorter than yours I have a lot of the same feelings and similar timeline right now. Thank you for sharing, you’re doing great.

  4. Hang in there my dear friend! This too shall pass. I love you and think about you daily ❤️❤️

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