OUCH!!!

Today blows! It’s only 12:30pm but it’s been a rough one. The pain is insane and I’m wondering if I just did to much yesterday. ??‍♀️

My Emotions are up and down. More fricking tears than I’d like to admit. I think I’m just super pissed today! I’m pissed at the pain! I’m pissed I won’t be at Gina’s game! I’m pissed I’m missing fuzzie Xmas party! I’m pissed I can’t even drive down the damn street to drop Maria off! WTF! I’M PISSED!

It hurts to stand, walk, talk, cry, laugh, sneeze, pee, shower, sleep, or simply breath! You name it, IT HURTS! I can’t stand whiners, yet now I sound and feel like the leader of the pack. Just call me Baby spice?

I guess there’s never really a good time to find out you have cancer, but maybe January would’ve been a better month?

FFFFFFFFF

Have a a fab weekend all✌️

6 thoughts on “OUCH!!!

  1. You are allowed to be pissed…I would be too! You are being so strong and I know you will get through this. You’re right….the timing sucks but really it could be worse. THIS TOO SHALL PASS ❤️ You have a fantastic family and huge tribe of friends helping you and praying for you EVERYDAY! Tears are perfectly ok. You are human. I know you have all kinds of help but if you need anything that I can help with let me know. I love you!

  2. Keep your head up girl! You got this! Nothing wrong with being pissed off! Thinking of you and sending positive vibes your way! ??

  3. Hang in there girl! If I learned anything about you all those years ago….it’s that you are one tough chick! Lots of love coming your way!

  4. Im so sorry cuz! Keep your head up. I know thats easier said than done. You have a great attitude about this even though it may not seem that way today. You are a fighter and have a great support system around you. Let me know if you need anything. Im sorry im so far away. Love you big as the sky!!

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